total nightmare

no i'm not talking about ashlee simpson, whose recent caught on video drunk escapade at a toronto mcdonalds has people atwitter at least for two more days.  i personally gain respect for someone who needs to be drunk to set foot in a mcdonalds.  i'm talking about a real nightmare which made me have to get up and turn the lights on and watch tv for a minute.  unfortunately a ron popeil infomercial for knives was the first thing that came on.  never go dull (how is that possible, ron?) carving knives are not relaxing after a nightmare featuring greedo (seen here as a halloween costume humping a fake han solo).  though pornography and flash tennis are relaxing.  keep that in mind.

basically i was a sherlock holmes/bounty hunter type supposed to go take out some creepy murderer greedo so i tracked him starting at the nordstrom fragrance department where i worked as a cover to a combination high end/low end consignment/pawn shop in the middle of the night and broke his hand off and pushed through his chest after getting past his psychic barriers which had prohibited me from using my strength and power and that was the end of it. so then me and the survivors went on a spaceship to start a celebratory vacation and on the roof of the spaceship i was waiting to take off and was feeling proud for being so psychically strong i killed the enemy and someone said "it's incredible the way you killed him by crushing his head" and i was about to say "how would you know that you couldn't see?" which was true because i was totally covering the creepy murderer (i was in a cape) and no one could have seen in detail exactly what i'd done to win even if they were right behind me.

and then sean hayes from "will & grace" says stonefaced "no he didn't.  he killed him by breaking his hand off and pushing through his chest. but what he didn't count on was at the last second i became a part of everyone." and then everyone got silent and stared at me with killer eyes and i realized i hadn't in fact won and the original greedo had possessed/injected his evil into everyone and was controlling them to kill me which was very demoralizing and of course terrifying and then sean hayes stands up with a see through mask in his hand with the open side going to my face, well the eyes and nose weren't see through but the mouth was and it was a clear bubble but with no airhole which was one of the murderer's tools and he gets up to kill me and everyone else gets closer to me and i forced myself awake because i read a book on lucid dreaming in the 1980s so when necessary i am able to recognize i'm dreaming and force myself awake.

what does all this mean? please comment.

Comments

hmm
well i don't know, but in the remastered version of star wars, at the arguement in the bar betwwen Greedo and Han, Lucus made it sound/look like greedo SHOT FIRST. (so Han could kill him in self defense)

THIS IS A REAL WUSS OUT!
Han solo is like Capt Kirk, he doesn't give a rat's-ass about the prime directive, and isn't going to pussy foot around waiting for Greedo to shoot him first.

i think it means take the preemptive strike, and don't let some history revisionist loser try to tell you how it went down.

(or, stirke with confidence and don't let others instil doubt)

hereticsaint

[sissy-fuss]

Paranoia dream in my opinion.

In the dream, not only do people say things about you that supposedly happen under "cloak" (a verbal pun the brain may have made: cloak of darkness, in secret, etc.) But the end of the dream suggests a fear of trusting. Greedo (or the spirit/potential of whatever Greedo potential) suddenly appearing in everyone suggest a fear of betrayal from people you nornally wouldn't guard against.