dear everyone, please tell me what the fuck to do

i don't care that i'm always running from something, never to something.  i can't fix that life method so much right now and maybe running from is all i can do again.  what i know in my core is i can't stand where i am and i need it to change and i don't know what the fuck to do and i need help.  so whether you're a regular reader or not, please post a comment telling me:

• what the fuck city i should move to? 
• what the fuck should i do for a living?

so your comment may look like:  "devils lake, north dakota; jesus camp coordinator" (i just saw that jesus camp doc, okay, and that's where the camp was.  p.s. that movie was soooo boring.)

let me add i live in seattle so that's out, not because it's awful, just because i've been here 13 years and i need a change and maybe more guys with dark hair.  and as for work, let me add i'm at heart a non-commercial artist type, so the job just needs to pay the bills, have health benefits, not be too exhausting, and allow some type of people watching/life experience during it that could help feed my artist self some decent material for my off time.  i'm not going to say my exact education or current job.  and maybe i should try and be a commercial artist after all.  that's up to you all to say.  i'm clay.

or just forget that last paragraph and make something up.   this blog ought to tell you something about me to help.

p.s. i'll tell you all what i end up doing and even though i'm a horrible risk taker maybe i'm not so bad at it anymore.

Comments

[catty bitch]

Chicago, Illinois; Hooker.

Great town. And hooking is on your own schedule with the bonus of a special look into the human condition. You've already got the heart of gold covered. If that doesn't appeal, then we have lots of offices here.

[Sarah]

Austin, Texas.

Greatest most open minded city on earth with amazingly hot men, and awesome everything else. You will fall in love

[Grouchbutt]

Santa Fe, NM; masseur (or spa worker)

Lots of sunshine (unlike Seattle, from what I recall). Plenty of uber-rich people in need of rubdowns and facials. But it's hard to sell your art unless it has lots of turquoise, silver, dreamcatchers, and magic spirit horses with wings.

[Rabbi Mike]

Oh Jeez, is this rocket science? Gay, literate, jaded, ambivalent, romantic, artistic, neurotic, oversexed Jew? New York was INVENTED for you, bubbeleh! When it was suggested they put us all on an island, someone said, "Yeah -- Manhattan Island!"

I read it in a medical journal. Really.

[jason]

Hmmmm let's see:

Brooklyn: Airport employee

[Cooper]

New York is the place for you. It is a bit close to CT, but I think you'll agree it's quite different.

I always say that people like us shouldn't have to work, so that should free you up for making non-commercial art.