is?

• is instant gratification better than no gratification?
• is a guy who seemed to initially only want sex but then seemed to warm to my personality when he realized he wasn't going to get sex right away going to call me for a date date as he expressed he would or is my not having gone home with him mean i'm nothing to him now despite our two hour conversation and twenty minute kisses?
• is it sad that it's the birthday of someone who at one point i had romantic feelings for and he for me but it didn't work out to even get off the ground because of circumstances beyond my control such as the circumstance of another person's life or is it simply another day with no meaning?
• is it being so dark when i get up for work a conspiracy to remind me of getting up for high school super early even though i don't have to go to high school anymore but it still feels like i do because i'm going somewhere there's work to do and people to be around and hours to pass and lunch to eat and the recess of coconut fruitstix from the creamery at pike place market?
• is it still a podcast even if i don't listen to it on an ipod but instead convert to mp3 in itunes then load to my cowon iaudio7 8gb for instance david guetta's superior mix with the spicy moniker "fuck me i'm famous" radio?